15 Summers {Unlearning}
15 summers I came home too late
Flying nowhere fast
Through unnamed gates
Moving backwards
Despite the pace
Chilly sunshine here
Histories grey
I’m missing
(far from what I’m yet to know)
I’m missing
(15 felt so long ago)
I’m missing
(here too long and I still don’t know)
I’m missing
(what had came before)
15 summers it took to me to know
Mind over matter
I was hurt before
Threatening passages
My gifts are replete
Building bridges here
But I can’t feel my feet
I’m missing
(far from what I’m yet to know)
I’m missing
(15 felt so long ago)
I’m missing
(here too long and I still don’t know)
I’m missing
(what had came before)
Had Enough {Unlearning}
I don’t have time anymore
I don’t feel life anymore
The weight is heavy
It forms every sound
My spirit needs carrying
But no one’s around
The plan is clear
But hard to see
I’m told to visualize
This bubble’s blinding
I’ve had enough
I’ve had enough
It gets too hard
I’ve had enough
I’ve had enough
I’ve had enough
It gets too hard
I’ve had enough
I don’t have life anymore
I don’t feel time anymore
Lost by myself
Alone at sea
A product of choice
Thoughts that control me
Unto them
They hold the key
They’re playing mind games
I fall at their feet
I’ve had enough
I’ve had enough
It gets too hard
I’ve had enough
I’ve had enough
I’ve had enough
It gets too hard
I’ve had enough
[Chima Anya]
I’m not going to say too much but
I do want to say this
I want to say this…
I’ve had enough, it’s bad enough
All this random stuff is adding up
It seems like all of it’s attacking us
I’ve had enough the camel’s back is now cracking up
From ash to dust, past the point of caring now, that’s enough
You can say I’m not strong enough or I don’t want it much
Either way this thing has gone long enough
Imma keep it short and sweet, always peace, ain’t no beef
But I’ve got to leave, the madness got to cease yeah
I’ve had enough
I’ve had enough
I’ve had enough
I’ve had enough
Shit To Do {Unlearning}
I’m tired of waiting for you
I’m tired of waiting for you
When I’ve got shit to do
I’m tired of waiting for you
I’m tired of waiting for you
When I’ve got shit to do
Longing for the moment when he swoops in and saves me from myself
Welcomed distractions I don’t deal with my own greatness too well
They told us to want
They told us to need
That’s what we’re here for
Why are we feening and why are we pleasing when
We’re the creators
I’m tired of waiting for you
I’m tired of waiting for you
When I’ve got shit to do
I’m tired of waiting for you
I’m tired of waiting for you
When I’ve got shit to do
Searching for desire in faces that don’t care about me
The promise of fucking and I start behaving so desperately
They told us to allure
They told us be demure
That’s what we’re here for
If we can’t ask for what we want then I guess that’s what
They gave us fingers for
I’m tired of waiting for you
I’m tired of waiting for you
When I’ve got shit to do
I’m tired of waiting for you
I’m tired of waiting for you
When I’ve got shit to do
I’m tired of waiting for you
I’m tired of waiting for you
When I’ve got shit to do
I’m tired of waiting for you
I’m tired of waiting for you
When I’ve got shit to do
Welcomed distractions I don’t deal with my own greatness too well